I remembered the day and date it was May 9th, 2016. It was Monday morning. I was at my home, having a good book. I was much tensed that morning; it was the day of the announcement of SNMPTN results. The results will be announced at 2 pm, so I just wait with reading a novel, as I always do in my leisure time. Sometimes I felt pessimist because I have many rival, but sometimes I tried to strengthen myself to felt optimist because I remembered the word "You are what you think you are." so I should be optimist. When the clock shows at 2 pm, I deliberately didn't open directly the website of SNMPTN to see the results. Actually I'm afraid to see the results, but at the same time I also curious. So, I wait until two past ten. When the clock shows at two past ten I open the website, insert my NISN and my password. And the results is.... I'm sure that you already know, as I said before in the first paragraph. Yes, I didn't accepted. At that time, I felt sad, but not too sad because I'm ready for take another test which is SBMPTN. But another thing that make me felt so sad is when everyone is keep asking me "Where you want to go to your next study?" or when your friend telling you about their orientation dates and told that they are afraid to it but also can't wait for it (I still don't even know where I want go to for my next study) but they don't telling it in purpose (perhaps, I just too sensitive hahaha). And luckily me, my family and my close friends are always support me and told me that God knows whats the best for me, which means that the major that I chose before is not good for me and there is something that we still don't know is good for me.
So, after that, I really really study hard for SBMPTN and I still chose the same major as before, which is veterinary. At that time, I really want to be a veterinarian
In conclusion, the lesson that I got from my experience is never give up and don't sad too much. Don't ever think that bad moment is always bad, I'm sure that is always a reason and lessons that you can learned from that, because everything happens for a reason.
It's a great writing Annisaa hehe keep it up !
ReplyDeleteNice sharing annisa!! I believe that god has a better plan for your life!!
ReplyDeleteyou're writing skill is good tho :)
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